Acidratz Blog

3am blog
11/29/2025

I’m sure by the title of this it’s obvious I’m writing at 3 a.m. I felt pretty tired all day today. It went at a really weird pace and I took a few naps throughout, which is pretty weird for me. I’m not much of a napper unless I’m sick. But anyway, because I had so many naps during the day, I’m not feeling very tired at the moment. I know it’s a pretty common thing for people to get really weird video recommendations the later it gets, and that’s been my feed tonight. I’ve been getting a lot of videos about people talking about their fucked up experiences, conspiracies, and other shit like that. Cool, but goddamn is it unsettling ( ⚆ _ ⚆ ) . I’ve personally never had any experience that solidified for me that ghosts exist, but I put a shut ton of trust into my intuition, and I’ve definitely had moments where things line up in a way that could be coincidental but I like to embrace whimsy and the idea of energies that are unseen but still have huge effects on our lives. We see this in the real world too: things like UV lights showing us stuff we couldn’t otherwise see with the naked eye. So I believe it’s not too far-fetched for spirits or in my case, I prefer the term energies to exist in some way, shape, or form. But I also know that at the end of the day, I could be completely wrong, and honestly, I’m okay with that. I’m living a life that I enjoy and truly believe I’ll look back on with fond memories, even with all the hardest parts. Living is beautiful. Being able to experience life is beautiful. Welp, I feel like that’s a good place to end this 3 a.m. tangent. I know this was a bit of a weird one that's just where my brains are at. Talk to you next time.╭∩╮(▀̿ĺ̯▀̿ ̿)ᕗ

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First blog/goth night
11/28/2025

Alright, so here’s my first blog. I’m going to randomly update it as I go because why the hell not. It’s the weekend and I’m lucky enough to have three days off, plus a paid holiday. I work in metal fabrication and typically do 10-hour daysfour days on, three days off. It’s been a bit of an adjustment since I just recently started working there, but I’ve enjoyed it so far. And as a trans guy, I’ve gotta say… it’s weirdly gender-affirming ᕕ༼⌐■-■༽ᕗ. But enough work talk; I do more than enough of that throughout the week. Last Saturday I went to a goth night at a bar in town. It was so much fun. I went with my best friend, her boyfriend, and my boyfriend. Me, my boyfriend, and my bestie had a little shopping day. We went to this awesome alternative boutique and I bought some cool colored contacts. There were a bunch of really cool preserved animal fetuses and other wild stuff like that. After we grabbed some last-minute fit pieces, we went to our favorite ramen place, then headed back to our place, pre-gamed, got dressed up, and waited for my bestie’s boyfriend (our designated driver) to take us to the bar around 10. We stayed until about 1:30. Usually my boyfriend is a pretty nervous guy, but since getting on T he’s been telling me how much more confident he feels and I can definitely tell. He was so damn cute, grinning and having a good time (♡´౪`♡). Once we all got tired, we got the hell out and of course had to make a Del Taco stop. When we got home, me and my boyfriend passed the fuck out. It was a great time, and we’re already trying to go to another one soon. Honestly, I have no clue what to write about, so I’m sorry if these end up being all over the place I’m just a yapper. Talk to you next time.ᕕ (ᐛ) ᕗ

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